I'm Walking Down In The Basement
I'm Leaning On The Washing Machine
I'm Reaching Back Through A Hole In The Wall's Insulation
I'm Pulling Out A Bottle Of Vodka
Replacing That With A Pint Of Jim Bean
I'm Lying Down On The Floor Until I Feel Better

It's Morning And I Pour Myself Coffee
I Drink It Til The Kitchen Stops Shaking
I'm Backing Out Of The Driveway
And Into Creation

And The Loving Spirit That Follows Me
Watching Helplessly, Will Always Forgive Me

Oh, I Want To Die Alone
With My Sympathy Beside Me
I Want To Bring Down All Those Demons Who Drank With Me
Feasting Bleed Through Me
On My Desperation

I Hide All The Bottles In Places
They Find And Confront Me With Pain In Their Eyes
And I Promise That I'll Make Some Changes

But Reaching Back It Occurs To Me
There Will Always Be Some Kind Of Crisis For Me

Oh, I Want To Die Alone
With My Sympathy Beside Me
I Want To Bring Back All Those Moments They Stole From Me
In My Reverie
Darkening Days End

Oh, I Want To Die Alone
With My Memories Inside Me
I Want To Live That Life
When I Could Say People Had Faith In Me
I Still See That Guy In My Memory

Oh, I Want To Die Alone
With My Sympathy Beside Me
I Want To Bring Down All Those People Who Drank With Me
Watching Happily
My Humiliation