(Darrell Scott/Tia Sillers)

She Said I'm Not Pointing Fingers
And He Said Yes You Are
'Cause You Wouldn't Bring It Up If You Weren't
If I Told You I'd Been Walking
Out In The Dark Night Thinking
Would You Take As Truth This Alcholoics Word?
I Can't Change What's Done Is Done
But I Can Tell You This
Not A Day Goes By That I Don't Curse Myself And All My Sins
And I Need You To Hold On To While This Part Of Me Is Dying
Though I Haven't Kicked The Demons That Haunt Me
I'm Trying
I'm Trying

She Sat Down On The Floor
And Said I Wish I Was Stronger
Right Now I Feel Fragile As Glass
I Want To Believe You
Believe What's Held You Has Freed You
And I Hate These Doubts That Keep On Coming Back
My Parents Think I'm Crazy For Staying Here This Long
But There's Nothing More I Want For Us Than To Prove To Them They're Wrong
I Don't Want To Be Afraid, I Don't Want To Think You're Lying
And Though I Haven't Found The Faith Yet, That I Need
I'm Trying
Oh, I'm Trying

He Asked, Do You Want Me To Leave?
'Cause If You Do, You Know I Will
But She Said, Much To His Disbelief
No, I Love You Still

He Said I Don't Know Why I've Been The Fool
But I Can Tell You This
Not A Day Goes By That I Don't Curse Myself And All My Sins
Then He Dropped Down To His Knees, By Now They Both Were Crying
Said, I Haven't Been The Man I Want To Be
But, I'm Trying
Oh,I'm Trying
I'm Trying
Oh Lord, I'm Trying