Why Do I Learn Enough To Just Get By?
Enough To Make My Family Cry
Will I Ever Escape And Would It Ever Last?
Or Will I Crawl Back?
This Is Not The Life I Asked For
I'm Face To Face With All My Demons
Turnmy Head But Can't Ignore
This State I'm In
Will I Get To The Next?
Will I Ever Get To Have Some Rest?
Knowing That Everything's All Good
Barely Scraping By, Never Ahead
Sick Of Asking Help From Friends
Will I Ever Wake Up Before It's Out Of Hand
When Will I Learn?
I Tell Myself To Calm Down
Sit Back,just Relax
No Need For A Heart Attack
But I'm Having Trouble Shaking Disappointment
Sorry Mom And Dad