It Is Not The Past Few Days That Have Made Me Feel This Way

And It Is Not The Tiny Marks Of Doubt That Cover Everything I See

It Is Just The Way She Looks At Me With A Love So Complete

That I Have Never Seen

And From This Grows A Strong, Undying Guilt

The Feeling Of Regret For Things I Never Felt

But Oh I Wanted To Change

And Become What She Needs

I Know What She Needs

What I Can Never Be